I'm going to interrupt my regularly scheduled blogging to post events from today, Blake's very first day of Kindergarten. I might not remember all of the emotions of the day as well if I wait until next week to blog about it. Speaking of emotion, I cannot remember a time besides maybe the days that the kids were born, where I have felt so emotionally exhausted. Whew! Shortly after lunch I had to peel my contacts off my eyes and resort to glasses for the rest of the day. I am not cut out for this letting go business.
None of us are though, right?
So Blake and I both woke up around 6:30 this morning, about two hours ahead of our normal wake-up time. We had a nice bit of quiet time, made scrambled eggs and toast together, discussed appropriate bus behavior since this was a topic I wasn't sure we'd discussed yet, and had a really nice, easy morning. But when I went into Blake's room to get his school clothes ready, the tears sort of snuck up on me. I cried for a few moments and then pulled myself together, only to lose it all over again when Matt popped his head in and asked if I was alright. Just a few minutes later, when I almost had it back together again, Blake came into his room to get ready and I lost it again.
Of course, Blake wanted to know if I was crying because he was growing up or if it was because I was going to miss him so much. He tried cheering me up by doing several goofy things, and when those didn't work he said, "Well, Mom, you know I'm gonna tell you all about my day when I get home!" That actually did make me feel a little better. I regrouped pretty well at that point and did really well until we all started walking to the bus stop. Luckily I had my big sunglasses on then though (thanks for that tip, Karen Anderson!) so it wasn't as obvious to Blake or all the other moms and Kindergartners at the bus stop that I was still teary. All through this time, Blake was just as happy and excited as could be, which really did make things easier for me. He was so eager to ride the bus today!
Alexandria woke up moments before we walked Blake to the bus stop, so she had her breakfast on the go this morning.
There are several K-2nd grade students that get on at our bus stop, so I think that made it easier for all of us. I feel so much better about the bus knowing that it only has K-2 students on it!
He was just so pleased with himself here that it was hard to be too sad. He later told us that he was really nervous on the bus ride to school, but he wasn't nervous on the way home because he had a friend to play with in his seat on the way home.
So we were walking back to our house when we passed by our neighbor's drive, and I started welling up all over again.
C'mon guys!
But that's not the best part of the day...three and half hours later, he came home. And the whole family was there to greet him.
Somehow Matt escaped all of my pictures today. I am so thankful that he was able to take the day off. Tonight he said, "I never thought kids going into Kindergarten was that big of a deal, until OUR kid went to Kindergarten." I think I made him cry a little bit too.
I'll do better tomorrow.
Thanks to all of you who have written supportive comments and/or messages on here or FB. They have really brightened my day and been an encouragement to me on this emotional day.