The growing up, that is.
Six years ago from this very moment, I lay in a hospital bed for the very first time in my 26 years, awaiting one of the most life-changing events I would experience. Like most first-time moms I had a lot of things on my mind. Like how much worse labor was going to get before I was begging for an epidural (I missed that window, by the way and by the grace of God, natural childbirth turned out to be way less painful that I'd imagined). Like whether I was going to be getting a baby boy or a baby girl (I thought girl--wrong). Like whether my baby would be healthy or not. Like how soon this baby was going to be born so I could get a sandwich (I was starving)! Like what kind of changes this little baby was going to bring to our life (couldn't have begun to imagine that accurately). Like what an absolute miracle it is to bring a child into this world.
And then he was born. Blake Christopher Harvey. And then I started wondering how long his poor little nose was going to look like that.
I can remember when Blake was an infant, and sometimes the days seemed so long (probably seemed that way because I was awake for so much of the day and night). And even his first birthday seemed like it was ages away.
My sweet little one year-old. This was one of my favorite ages for Blake.
And so was age two!
Three was a rocky year for Blake (just being painfully honest here), full of fits and power struggles, but he still seems awfully sweet in this picture.
Age four is where he really seemed to become his own person, and much of his formerly pleasant personality returned.
When Blake turned five last year, I knew the letting go process would soon begin to an even great extent. So within the last year I tried to spend as much time as I could with he and Alexandria, take as many family field trips as we could, and a few times I tried to (unsuccessfully) freeze time.
And despite all of my best time freezing efforts, my little boy turned six today.
I am looking forward to taking his birthday treats to him at school this afternoon and spending time with him after school.





























































































































































